When we're little we think life is so easy. We can do anything, we can be whatever we want to be. Well that is because when you are little anything is possible, the problem... Is when we think this, it's about being grown. Pshht be a brain surgeon that shit is cake let me get that scalpel real quick. NO CHILD IT IS NOT THAT SIMPLE. Maybe it is because we think we are so educated which I still believe some people who are very educated are really fucking stupid so it makes me feel like why should I go to school for 43280 look at Scotty and he's still a damn dumbass. To be perfectly honest I am not even sure why I'm writing about this because my intention was for this to be about how my dad moved to Mexico, well got transferred with his Company and I am really really sad about it. I guess my intended point was life was so perfect as a kid and then you grow up and you learn and things change and you get really emotional, or you don't. But since everyone knows I am an over achiever at being emotional we're sticking with that. I just want my Daddy. He doesn't even have to be HERE he just has to not be in fucking Mexico. And we're talking MIDDLE OF THE COUNTRY MEXICO NEAR NOTHING NO BEACHES NO TIJUANA NOTHING! What good is that to anyone!? See now you have my point. UGH.